Sometimes you’re told something is true, you read it from many sources, and you believe it to be true. Well, I had a lesson this week that showed me that all the belief in the world doesn’t count for much unless it is accompanied by a first-hand realization of the truth.

The truth I am referring to in this case is that when I’m in a shitty mood, feeling about as low as I can go, I still have a choice whether to stay in that energy or not. This was the case this past week. I knew in my mind that I had a choice to stay there, or turn my attention to choosing whatever I could to raise my frequency out of that black cloud. Despite knowing in my mind that I had a choice, I absolutely was oblivious to actually perceiving that choice point. So once again, I stayed in that black energy, much to my detriment and the detriment of those around me.

The next day, I had a group call to attend. I had just woken up from a nap, and was feeling completely lousy again. During the first part of the call, I just stayed there and felt the energy, as cruddy as it was. I was truly stuck, and realizing that I didn’t want to be stuck there anymore. I’m sure we’ve all seen that view of the mountains being blocked by fog, mist or clouds in the valley. If we exercise patience, gradually we see the misty stuff recede, revealing the mountains in all their splendor. Well, that’s what happened to me, as the mist receded, and I SAW the choice point. I felt it viscerally, and it confirmed everything I had been told about being able to choose to raise my frequency, despite the interference.

Therefore while I sat there on the couch, I chose. For the first time ever I absolutely knew I had a choice to sit there in the misery, or choose to bring my frequency up significantly. So that’s what I did. The rest of the call went well, and when it was over, I was no longer in that dark place.

If I had had that first-hand realization earlier in my life, things would have been a heck of a lot easier for me and those around me, mostly my wife and sons. But I didn’t know, and as much as I regret it, I can’t change that. These dark places are the habitation of the inter-dimensional beings, who raise so much havoc on this planet. By staying in those dark places, I have given them a place to inhabit which suits their vibration perfectly.

To say that I regret my previous behavior is an understatement, but I need to live with the ramifications of correcting this behavior so late in my life. It is my hope that anyone reading this who can relate to this situation in their own lives will truly form the intention to have the clouds blocking your awareness of this truth move apart, giving you the gift of actual realization of the truth of choice.

That is my fervent prayer.